Procrastination is life

Suicide commando that your mother talked about
I am an enigma.

No matter who you are, you don't know me.

I am many facets all rolled into one person. To each person I meet only one part of my self is presented. As time passes I will allow more of myself to enter the relationship. But I have known no one long enough to trust them so implicitly. No one knows all of me.

I am passionate. No matter what or who it is, when I give my all to something or someone there is no turning back. I feel things deeply, with that passion. Yes, that causes things to hurt more but that same intensity creates a joy that many will never have the chance to experience. This is something many people never see. This is a part many people choose not to know. The world likes what's on the surface. And that is okay.

I am fun loving. I love to laugh. I love to make others laugh. I enjoy getting into a car with friends, windows or top down, music loud, destination unknown. I love a good party. I love rum. I can get crazy. I don't care what others think as long as the people I care about are with me having fun. I am goofy. I am sarcastic. I have fun being both.

I am a writer. In my head there is always a story going on, there is always a poem being written. My room, my computer, they're littered with millions of short stories and poems that have flowed from my brain, through my fingers, and into some written form. I keep even what I don't like. It is all representitive of things I have gone through in my life. Every written word is a part of me. I'm even writing a novel.

I am a sister and a daughter. While I'm not very good at keeping the peace, my family is so important to me that to separate me from them in your mind would be a mistake. My love for them, my very attitude when I'm with them is as a big a part of my make-up as anything else.

I am a friend.
I am a thinker and a dreamer.
Yet, I can be a realist.
I am one with nature.
I love to make mischief.
I can't live without music.
I am a geek.
I love.

All of this doesn't even make up half of who I am. I am a magnificent work of art that you can only see the outline of. Accept who I am. Accept that you will never know what to expect. I will show you who I am when the expectations of who I should be are dropped.

Welcome to my world. You might not understand it. You might not like all of it. But it's a wild ride. The mystery of who I am, while detailed and elaborate, is not completely unsolvable.

I am full of life.

Current Mood: mischievous
Current Music: Better Now - Collective Soul

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